I waited

I waited for too long for you.
for you to return
for you to call

to write
to text
or just say hello

I should have gone back to work
but the chance
no matter how slim
to hear your voice,
to see your face,
to make you laugh
was too strong.

So I waited.
I chatted with others
but they were second best.
i watched the porn,
that gave me no thrill
it was you,
it is you
that makes my heart skip

I waited to long to find you
now I don't like waiting at all.