I wish I had a Klonopin.

You guys, I am so upset.

I FINALLY got that damned dress in the mail, and 1) it doesn't fit, 2) it isn't as described (no tulle lining the bustle?!), and 3) seriously? For that amount of money I expect it to be fully lined and with no exposed serging. And I expect higher quality overall. I am seriously disappointed. What a waste! I hope the maker decides to set aside her usual policy of no refunds. For real? THIS is what I get? It did not even come with the promised crinoline slip and bustle pillow, and it's been over two and a half months!

SO upset. She offered to make me something else, and I don't want it. I just want my money back and this to be over. What a nightmare. I have never had something like this happen before. All my other experiences with custom-made stuff have been great.

At least the stupid song is almost done. Patrick and I were up til 2am last night working on it. I could hardly sleep last night. It took me about an hour to fall asleep, and then I kept waking up, so I'm both exhausted and upset, along with still being sick. Maybe I'll try napping later today. I don't know.

I hope you all are having a better weekend than I am.

Update: She agreed to give me a refund. That's at least something. I feel slightly less bad.